I lost my Mom April 2011. I think Im getting better these days and than I have a day like today where all I wanna do is cry. She was my best friend. We talked everyday if not a couple times a day. So when Im having a bad day like today and I cant pick up the phone and call her I get real sad and mad. I have been having alot of off the wall dreams lately so this is another reason why Im probably upset today too. I talk to my friends and my immediate family about my feelings sometimes and I…