Today has been a good day, as far as I can measure them lately. I made it through work without having to excuse myself at any point. That was a good day, I suppose.

I've really been thinking a lot about how I've been managing my grief (not very well) and what Craig would think of it. I'm 100% positive he would not want any of his family to be despondent or to be as grieved as we all are. He was such an upbeat and positive person. Nothing was gonna get him down, if you had…