I am having a very hard time moving on after the deaths of my beloved father and son.  There is a wrongful death lawsuit pending in the murder of our son and we are now waiting for a trial date.  This does seem to make it more difficult to move forward.  We have started seeing a grief therapist to help with this and many of the postings on this site have been really helpful too.  I don't want to be a downer but some days I hear a song, see a photo or something that just brings back the…