I don't want this pain anymore, I feel like I can't breath without him yet I do, I don't want to face another yet I drag myself out of bed,I don't want anymore memories because he won't be apart of them anymore. I feel so empty I have tried more tears than I thought possible, I did not deserve him yet I was blessed to have him for 26 years he was my world and now he's gone I feel like nothing matters I don't want this anymore.

I lost my husband two weeks ago, I know everyone is going through the hurt and pain I feel and I wish we weren't he was only 47 and I know face half my life alone, we were always considered the couple that would not make it I was always quiet and he was the wild one but we proved everyone wrong 26 years later I sit her broken, I don't want to feel angry at the world or sad everyday my worst fear is waking up one day and not seeing his face in my mind like I do today I know you can't change the… Continue