Don't want this any more

I don't want this pain anymore, I feel like I can't breath without him yet I do, I don't want to face another yet I drag myself out of bed,I don't want anymore memories because he won't be apart of them anymore. I feel so empty I have tried more tears than I thought possible, I did not deserve him yet I was blessed to have him for 26 years he was my world and now he's gone I feel like nothing matters I don't want this anymore.

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Comment by bluebird on July 2, 2016 at 2:07pm

It is the same for me.

Comment by pamela winmill on June 29, 2016 at 2:21am
We were married 48 years and I feel exactly the same it is 94 days today and it just gets worse friends don't call because apparently they don't know what to say ! Russ just went for a walk sat on a bench and died he was 68 I have known him since I was 9 I don't know how much longer I can go on, as soon as I can sort the house out for my eldest son who lives with me I will go and be with the only man I have ever loved because living without him is to hard.

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