my family is probably the most messed up in the world well i guess everyone feels that way.I have a sisiter who is an alcholic and a brother who is a meth addict i care for my bed ridden grandmother and my uncle who has cancer and aa stroke in a wheelchair with no help from his kids and my mother who just lost my dad and is going thru the grief process as well as batteling both of my siblings for what they feel like they deserve.then after all this in my life i have to find time to grieve… Continue

truth is this everything you ever done good or bad and you know everything about yourself after a loss of magnitude you were never willing to except you or i should say I have great difficulty inthinking of everything i ever could have done different its to late so it just seems to build on your mind and weigh you down maybe it should have been different but it wasnt so is that my fault or just life u tell me