my family is probably the most messed up in the world well i guess everyone feels that way.I have a sisiter who is an alcholic and a brother who is a meth addict i care for my bed ridden grandmother and my uncle who has cancer and aa stroke in a wheelchair with no help from his kids and my mother who just lost my dad and is going thru the grief process as well as batteling both of my siblings for what they feel like they deserve.then after all this in my life i have to find time to grieve prepare for my new baby on the way and keep up my relationship with my girl sometimes life seems totaly unfair and sometimes i feel maybe i just need to try harder ethier way its a life i have to live for now i hope everyone has a better day today than they had yesterday god bless or who ever you believe in