Rachel_micele's Blog – April 2017 Archive (1)

Energy and boredom

I am just so god damn tired. Everything takes a ridiculous, enormous amount of energy. A simple trip to the store, getting a haircut, many times just getting out of bed in the first place. It is exhausting. The first death anniversary I went into a block. The second has felt like a second knock out punch when I'm still in the critical care unit from the first one 2 years ago. I haven't even begun to recover. Just struggle to survive. I'm fighting for a life I've given up on.

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Added by rachel_micele on April 23, 2017 at 4:23pm — 4 Comments

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