I HOPE THAT EVERYONE IS DOING GOOD.  ITS GETTING TO ROUGH IN MY DOING EVERYTHING BY MYSELF.   MY CHILDREN SOMETIMES DO NOT CALL ME FOR A WEEK.   WITHOUT MY WIFE ITS BECOMING VERY HARD TO HANDLE.  WRITING NEW POEMS IS HELPING ME SOMEWHAT BUT MY DEEP DEPRESSION IS GETTING THE BETTER OF ME.   I TRULY NEED SOMEONE TO HOLD.  I THINK OF MY WIFE ALL DAY.   HAVE A GREAT WEEK EVERYONE.

LOVE TO ALL IRWIN

IT IS OVER 2 YEARS SINCE MY WIFE DIED.   THE GRIEF THAT I WAS SUFFERING HAS ONLY GROWN WORSE. MY CHILDREN WHO LIVE IN OTHER STATES HARDLY CALL ME.   I SPEND THE DAYS WRITTING POEMS ABOUT MY WIFE.  TODAY I SENT 4 POEMS INTO THE COPYRIGHT OFFICE.   I AM A VETERAN AND IT WAS EASIER IN COMBAT THEN GO THRU EACH DAY IN MY DEEP GRIEF.   I WENT FOR HELP BUT NOTHING HAD HELP ME IN ANYWAY.    THE DAYS COME AND THE DAYS GO BUT MY GRIEF CONTINUES TO GROW.   THANKS FOR READING.   HAVE A GOOD WEEK.     …