So for now the anger seems to have passed. I am realizing that in order for me to be happy again I must do things to make me happy. I am seeing a phsyc. tomorrow and starting therapy. I am supposed to be on medication as it is and with all of this I think its best if I get back on it. Its been one month today that my baby left me and for the last month I have done nothing. I quit my job and haven't even bothered to look for a part time job. I have gotten a few things taken care of for my… Continue

I don't even know where to begin. I wish the anger would just go away. I have a child to raise and two children to help raise. It has been 2 1/2 weeks since I lost my love, my best-friend, and my soul mate. People keep telling me that life must go on but how is MY life supposed to go on when half of me is gone. Half of me is gone and sitting in a damn box in my living room. It is literally, physically painful to get up...to take care of my kids....to do anything but lay in bed. Laying in bed is… Continue