It's been 9 days since my Mom passed away. She had recently been diagnosed with COPD and Diverticulitis as well as being diagnosed with Fybromyalgea years before. I always knew this day would come, but was still unprepared just the same. How can one prepare for something like this? She's always on my mind now. I can't really focus on anything else. I'll go to put in a movie and stare at the wall next to the tv the entire time. It's like I'm caught in an in-between now. Lost in the darkness,…