((((Caity))))  I am so sorry you are going through all this.  She sounds like a wonderful lady who loved you very much.  Make sure you are taking care of yourself during this time because this is so painful.  It knocks the stuffing right out of you.  Drink lots of water and get plenty of rest.  It really makes a difference.  I'll be thinking about you and hoping things work out right.  I know they will.  Tracy