After losing mom in October and my sister given 6 months to live with Alzheimer's... I find myself unable to find myself. A strong, independent lady all my life until now. Tears roll down my cheeks at inappropriate times and my smile is illusive. I even have found myself avoiding pictures. I hide and have pushed all away. I decided to join this community in hopes of some glimpse of something. Maybe a commonality will provide something.

My family are now worried and talking about how…