I  can't get over the pain inside me. When i sit down to have coffee in the morning and look across the table where my wife once sat .I will say out loud "Want some toast Hon".I can almost hear her saying .   That would be nice and could you put peanut butter and jelly on it. That is when i start to cry and the emptyness begans .I am at the point where i just want to die and hope to see her .