I lost my husband of 30 yrs this past Feb..Iam having a very hard time accepting that he is gone and that I have to take baby steps to go forward and Iam trying...I visited his grave today as I know Thanksgiving Day would be too hard for me as its 35min. away from here and i didn't want to be on the road crying...our first thanksgiving not together I know I have to get thru this but my God it hurts so bad...any encouragement from you all will be helpful....sorry

paulette…