Yesterday morning at 7am, my grandma called in hysterics that a hospital called her and told her my 32 year old brother had died. My mom and I called the sheriff's office and they said he had been dead 3 or 4 weeks and the landlord had found him the previous night. We had a strained relationship and I hadn't spoken to him since Christmas. I sent a happy birthday text in February but he never responded. I feel this crushing guilt that if I had made an attempt to call him or see him then maybe I…See More

For anyone who's lost a sibling. It's worse than people seem to think it is.