Luchka,

When I read something like your post I have to wonder to myself "how does a child so young die of cancer?"  Where are these "cancers" originating and how is it they can take hold in such a young body. 

I am so sorry you have lost your baby boy but on here many people who have lost their sons and daughters at an early age understand.  You will find friends here because we know the feeling of loss.  We know how you feel.  We don't always write but we do read. And that alone can help.

Take care.