My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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sorry u r havng a bad lisa i am
i wz abot 2 pst on chat but my comp wnt had 2 log bk on
only cm bk on yday bean not me low so so i no how u feal
Dearest Lisa,
I feel so sad that no one was chatting. Please please please come back and know that you are not alone. I haven't lost a child and I can't imagine the level of despair and grief that brings. I'm having a hard enough time having lost 3 parents in a very short amount of time. I'm starting to get angry about it. We are in our 30's! Our kids aren't going to remember their grandparents! Anyway, please know you aren't alone. We are all swimming in the awful caramel sea with you, trying to move and having a hard time. Kim, I'm sending you love also. I'm struggling to find the meaning and point of being on earth too. If death isn't real, and all there is is life, and it's BETTER THERE, whats the point of HERE? Anyways....here's hoping for an easier day for everyone. Nicholle
dear lisa, im so very sorry for your loss, I to am grieving for my only child, my son shawn, im sorry you cant get anyone to talk to you in chat. I hope next time you are in there ill be there to. I know the pain you are in, I lost my mom 32 years ago and it still hurts. in nov I lost my son, the pain is unbearable for me. I cry everyday and night, hes my life and I was with him when he left me. I go see him everyday and omg the pain. I pray every night to go with him. I feel so alone, empty. I hope to talk to you soon, bye kim