My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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hi Jessie, im so very sorry for your loss, I lost my only child my son nov 5 2013. he was 40. I to feel unbearable pain. empty, lonely. im have a very hard time. it does help to talk to others who are hurting to. we cry a lot and understand . please feel free to add me as a friend, the people in here have a heart of gold even though its broken kim
Hey Jessie. I was thinking a little while ago. I was in the grocery store, which for whatever reason gives me total panic attacks since all the deaths. Dumb. I went for my friend, who couldn't go. I keep going and keep trying. That's what I was going to tell you- we are all swimming in the same ocean, and the most impossible feeling thing is the thing we have to do the MOST- we have to FIGHT for ourselves. That's what I feel like I'm doing, is fighting for my life. I have to DO things. I don't feel connected to anyone except husband, dad and the kids. I don't feel like being here necessarily, but I'm FIGHTING. We have to fight. Even if it's just one little thing at a time. You ARE doing the right things, and are forgiven for the "wrong" ones. Keep fighting. You are not alone! And Welcome!