I saw a post on Facebook that say so many days till Christmas and it took my breathe away I forgot all about Christmas. How am I going to get past the stupid holidays without him why is just when I start to feel better something kicks me in gut is it always going to be like this. I think of him every second of every day and tha hurts how am going to get past the holidays.is it possible to just let them pass and not notice?

First let me say if I write to much I sorry I just have so much to say and no one to talk to anymore. I meet jaso. The Friday of labor weekend 10 years ago and I never looked back we were so happy we had the kind of relationship we both had always wanted by no means was it perfect but it was as close as it was ever going to get to perfect. I sit in our room alone thinking of all the things I would tell him about my day if he was here and wonder what his day would have been like I miss him of… Continue

my name is Jennifer and 46 days ago I became a widow. Losing Jason was sudden we had no warning anything was going to happen we have spent the last 10 years together he is the love of my life we told each other everything we had no secrets he was my best friend my lover my everything and now he is gone and I am alone stuck in the apartment I lost him in looking at his spot on the bed just wishing I could feel his arms around me. I would give anything to hold his hand feel his lips on me… Continue