Jamie, I feel for you. We can't ask "What If" 

I do the same thing.

If I had only gone to see Michael sooner, or if I had did research on his symptoms, instead I left a message and told him to call the Dr. I knew he hated the Dr. He never returned my calls I should have known something was not right. I didn't stop in, and he died alone. and sat there for over a week before I found him. I will never forgive myself. 

I miss him terribly.

Please try to remember your BEAUTIFUL little girl with smiles. {easier said than done} But don't beat yourself up. 

I hope you are eating and sleeping. Please take care of yourself. 

Message me anytime.

Please try not to second guess your decisions about her treatment. I'm sure you did everything possible.