My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Dear Jackie, I just read your post. My heart feels your pain. I too lost my husband Sept. 29, 2010 from liver cancer due to alcoholism...He was 55 years old. Three months later I was run over in a parking lot by someone driving an SUV and texting. They also backed off. After much time I am not able to function like I was and miss my husband immensely, I too know what it is like for friends to scatter. I can't even work and have no other family. I connect with a few on line support groups that are helpful. I suggest you look into Al-Anon if you haven't already. Be easy on your self and know you are not alone. Painfully Ellen, HUGS to you.