Havent been on in awhile, but I have read the post.

I have been working on my anger with my husband and it is getting better.

I go to grief counseling with my church and it helps a lot.

it has been 2 yrs and 7 months now and it feels like yesterday.

The evenings are  the worst, very lonely.

I try to keep busy during the day.

The friends that stay in touch, try to help, and I am grateful for that.

Its is good to know that all of you have the same hurt that I have,and don't mind talking about it.

well take care

Jackie