My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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I'm so sorry Flora. It feels so much like a piece of you went with them when they left. I thought we had our whole life in front of us. Sometimes life just doesn't make sense. All the best to you as well, Flora. I'm here anytime you'd like to chat.
I'm so sorry :( It's such horrible pain I know :( I'm so very sorry. I lost my Mom 16 months ago and it's awful. There is nothing we can do about the pain.. we just have to endure it. I know how awful it is, I was just there. I hate to say it gets easier, cause I never wanted to hear that, I just wanted to hear my Mom would be back. The absolutely only consolation I had and the only thing that stopped me from killing myself was that I loved my mother to the moon and back and she loved me. I cried through that love... every day. Try to hold on to the love... try really hard... I know it hurts, it hurt so much... but hold on to the love. I'm so sorry... I understand :(