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Crystal Parker
- Female
- House Springs, MO
- United States
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Always Angry
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I don't know what is wrong with me lately... I do not like to show people my emotions anymore ever since my husband committed suicide. I dont know if its because I was a walking zombie for months and…Continue
Started this discussion. Last reply by Michelle Jul 6, 2019.
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- About Me:
- I am 35 years old with 2 children a daughter who is 18 and a son who just turned 13 my husband had passed away on January 30th I have never experienced anything like this before everytime I think I'm doing good and um over it I'm not and something just hits me I'm kinda just like a mad angry person right now and I don't like it i just want to be normal is there anyone else out there like this too..
- About my Loss:
- My husband was an amazing Friend father person and husband he was 40 and would have been 41 in March he always had a smile on his face. I was always the screwed up one really not him he was the strong one I was the weak one I am the sick one he never goes to the dr I could have seen me commenting suicide not him never him no note nothing I feel like I'm going crazy I don't understand this is don't know who I am I don't know what to do with myself I am just roaming through life now I am a zombie...
That was in tr he beginning but now I'm just angry and mean and want to be alone because I feel tainted I guess in a way
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My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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