She was 5 days old here, we got to take her CPAP off and take her out from under her billy rubin lights. We didn't know everything that was wrong yet and were getting bad news every day. But after being separated from birth, with her being life flighted to the childrens hospital an hour after birth, and me staying where I was because of an emergency csection, this was only my second day with her, and I swore I would never leave her again.