Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Rain
Female
United States
Profile Information:
- About my Loss:
- I lost someone I Ioved that's all I know to say. We were both married to other people. I loved him very much. We just met at the wrong time. I felt like we tried to stay away from each other but we just gravitated to each other. I have no one to share loving memories with because he is a secret as was I. He sent me a text two days before he died. I was going to call him after the holidays but I never got to. So many things I never got to say. I know it was wrong. I tried to change my feelings but I just loved him so much. I know that nobody will ever smile at me and make me feel the way I did when he smiled at me. I do love my husband and family but he has a drug problem and sometimes I feel like I'm married to two different people. I've been through so much and he was like my silver lining. I feel like the world is bleak now and I just don't want to be here.
Suzy
Hi Rain,
This is a group people like us need, as we have no-one we can open up to about this. Perhaps people are finding it hard to deal with their grief, as I am, and can't write about it? I seem to suffer in silence, as I've had to since this happened, and have become used to it, though it's like a huge lump of stone inside me. Perhaps we can try to reach out to each other a bit more and keep this group alive.
Jan 19, 2017
Suzy
EXACTLY how I feel! I had to stop looking at her Facebook page, then I found more peace. Private email me at cardz@tpg.com.au if you want.
Jan 19, 2017
Rain
Jan 20, 2017