Just lost my soul mate & lover & best friend of 14 years & can't cope with this. Dealing with it in private is unbearable. The pain excrutiating. Such a shock. We had so much left! We needed more time! Our love is a very rare & exceptional one & I can't & never will grasp the fact that he is no longer with me. The mental, emotional, intellectual & physical gifts he gave me & we shared are never to be again & I can't deal with it. Life is empty & I really don't want to be alive now.
Suzy I would definitely love to keep the group alive and reach out. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to comment under your comment on my wall or come here still learning. I think this is the lonliest place in the world. I look at his wife's Facebook and see all the condolences offered for her and his mother and siblings. I see how they all lean on each other while I have to hide in the bathroom and cry alone. I see stuff his siblings post that I think that's exactly how I feel and how I would love to cry with someone that loved him too.
Suzy I don’t know if you’re still out there. If so, I hope you are okay. I read your comment and joined specifically because of it. My soul mate passed this week; I am gutted. Everyone’s story is their own, but he was my light, my happiness, I was the best version of myself when we were together. We both wanted a shot at forever, and we were getting there. I can’t articulate the heartache. Your words at least help me feel less alone, less crazy. I hope this group is still going I think it is the only comfort I can hope for. Thank you.
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