I am so sorry for your loss.  It still doesn't seem real to me.  I feel like I can just sit here and wait for him to walk through the door, even though I know I can't.  I am glad that I now know someone who really knows what I am going through. 

HI Pam, I feel just like you I am so sorry for your loss. Lost my wife NOV 24th I don't know what to do either I can't stand it. I am in the depths of HELL trying to figure out how to live without her. I am a mess puddle on the floor try to stay strong for the kids but can't even do that anymore most painful thing i have ever done in my life and feel like my friends don't understand also feel bad for dumping on them all the time. I will pray for you and your family you take care    

I'm sorry about your husband.