Hello All-

I am a new widow as my husband passed away April 21, 2018 at the age of 49. He suffered a heart attack and had no previous history of any heart conditions nor does it run in his family.  I am 42 years old and we have a 7 year old daughter. I struggle with day to day life and have not fully grasped that my husband is not on a business trip and will never come back through the back door and life our daughter over his head after a big hug.