I became a 29 year old widow on january 13th 2010 when my husband had a heart attack one morning. i am assuming he was trying to sit up cause he was having pains and he rolled off the bed onto the floor.  He was diagnosed with congestive heart failure about three years before. We have a son who turned two on january 5th. 2010. God i miss him dearly and i feel so bad that my son has to grow up without his father around. He loved his son dearly. I want to talk to others who has been through this. I also lost a 15 day old daughter who died from complications from surgery back in 2001. Can anyone tell me when this pain will stop.