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Comment by Dolly on August 16, 2015 at 12:44pm

i just want by baby

Comment by Jesse's Mom on August 16, 2015 at 10:06am

Dick, I agree. I will be at a full three years this October and moving forward. It in some ways has gotten "softer", but my life will never never be "right" again....I still have many bad dreams in which I totally recognize that my son is gone from me,...then I wake up and tell myself "This is not my life"...

I also had an infant son loss, his angelversary date is around now...

...I have noticed some bereaved parents seem to get their footing, and I am glad for them...I just don't think it will be me...ever...

Comment by Rj on August 16, 2015 at 6:01am

We know you truly understand this terrible place dearest sharon.

Comment by Sharon on August 16, 2015 at 1:28am

Reality is so painful. I still can't believe that my son is never coming home. That I will never see him, or hear his voice again. I feel like I'm being punished for something. Question is always the same...WHY???? I'm so sorry RJ, Dolly and Dick. I do understand what you are feeling. It hurts so much inside.
Sharon
Troy's mom

Comment by Rj on August 16, 2015 at 12:30am

Never apologize for being truthful Dick...Thank you

Comment by Dick on August 16, 2015 at 12:22am

I suppose if you love intensely, you grieve intensely. All, I am at 4 years and still grieving, I guess some scar tissue has formed. Unfortunately you never fully recover. I am sorry for the truth. 

Comment by Rj on August 15, 2015 at 9:31pm

Yes, exactly Dolly. It is so exhausting trying to pretend or convince ourselves we are getting "better".

Comment by Dolly on August 15, 2015 at 7:32pm

RJ I just can't fool myself into thinking I'm better anymore... I'm just not getting better... I am trying but everything just seems like just too much .. I can't even think of anything I want to do or eat... I find myself hiding from everyone ... its so the pitts....

Comment by Rj on August 15, 2015 at 7:03pm

Dolly...same here. Was doing okay but missed work all last week, so down and dark. Hard to get back up. So draining. Much love and strength to all.

Comment by Dolly on August 15, 2015 at 3:54pm

Ive been spiraling down into depression again... feeling just hopeless and lonely through and through... just when I think I'm going to feel better I feel worse again... anyone heard from Vasanthi lately? Since I saw her in MA I haven't heard much of anything from her.

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