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Comment by Jesse's Mom on October 13, 2015 at 7:33pm

Connie, I just passed the 3 year mark on the 10th...I agree with every word of your last post. It feels like I am in the middle of a desert and there is nothing but sand in all directions...there is no real desire for life anymore. Some seem to make it through better, and I hope I am not discouraging anyone by my words.

Comment by Vasanthi S on October 13, 2015 at 7:30pm

Connie, sept 28 was micku's 31st birthday. I knew i would find it intolerable, so we went out to Maine for a few days. It helped a bit but just brought home that this Dec 23rd it will be 4 years since I have seen him. My sweet darling boy, I never ever imagined that time can pass by and I will go on without him and knowing that I will have to go on. Like you I find myself dealing with everything badly. Some days are better when I can plod through. For my other friends who have recently 'lost' their darlings I can feel the raw pain and shock but with time you will find a different way of communicating, deep in your heart you will feel the fullness of the love you shared and you will know that you are never alone but held close by your children just as you hold them close to your heart.

Comment by Connie K on October 13, 2015 at 6:54pm

Sometimes  I feel trapped in a bubble of anguish. I guess as time goes on, and I try to make sense of my life, it works for a while. Then it doesn't. I'm so full of anxiety and pain right now, I almost feel guilty even saying it . It's almost 3 years for us Jane. Almost 3 years since I've seen my son and never will again. Sometimes I feel my heart is going to just explode. I am not dealing with any of this very well right now so the words are hard to find but I hold you all in my heart. <3

Comment by Jane P on October 13, 2015 at 6:19pm

Why so quiet?

Comment by Jill E on October 8, 2015 at 6:44pm

Thank you Sharon. How to go on? How to lead a functioning life? How to ever truly smile and be happy again? How do you "live" without our precious children?

Comment by Sharon on October 7, 2015 at 11:48pm

Jill,
I know how you feel. It's been 8 months for me and the missing just keeps getting worse. Our broken hearts will never truly mend. We just love them so much.
Hugs to everyone here.
Sharon

Comment by Jill E on October 7, 2015 at 9:56pm

I have been thinking about today for weeks-the 7th. Ten months ago I lost my beloved son. Here it is and since I don't keep track of the date or days of the week I didn't remember. I didn't even remember when I glanced at the date on my phone. Then my husband said something and it all came crashing down. I now understand why the last 2 days I have been having chest pains. The anxiety in my life is over the top. I guess I didn't want to know what the date was. The pain that is brought on by certain dates. I work myself up for days and weeks over those days. They are all-consuming measurements, reminders of the time I have been without my Josh. It is not getting better only longer. WYWH

Comment by Jane P on October 5, 2015 at 2:08pm

Thinking of you Rj

And knowing how you feel.....

Comment by Connie K on October 5, 2015 at 10:56am

Happy birthday in heaven Larry <3 <3.

Hugs to all

Comment by Teresa D. on October 5, 2015 at 6:00am

Happy Birthday Larry!  Many HUGS today Sharon.

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