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Comment by teri marie on May 9, 2012 at 9:36am

mothers day is the last night i held my 24 year old baby girl...that date will forever be hers

Comment by Grace on May 9, 2012 at 5:18am

Mother's Day morniing my husband and I will sing at a nursing home.  I have been determined to defeat the calendar....  I have even planned to do a 25 mile horse endurance ride on Memorial Day Weekend  (the Day Before the 3rd Anniversary of his death).   I am gonna treat it like any other day ..... at least that is my intention.    I miss him everyday and yes these Dates on the calendar mark time.... and I don't want it to defeat me.

Comment by Robin Jone on May 8, 2012 at 10:23pm

Tonight I was overcome by sadness,missing my Zach so very much. It is so hard to think about celebrating Mothers Day this year without him. I feel guilty because I know that I am still so blessed to have my three daughters and two granddaughters, but that doesn't fill the void of my son not being there. Tomorrow is another day, hopefully I will feel a little better in the morning. Thank you all for listening and understanding. Robin

Comment by teri marie on May 8, 2012 at 9:58am

when i pop in here i read and i feel so close to all of your pains. it makes me cry every time.  i don't feel so alone with my sorrow...

Comment by Robin Jone on May 8, 2012 at 6:53am

Hi Everyone, just a quick note then I am off to work. Went to the movies with my daughters and son's girlfriend (? still don't know how to refer to her now), shared some laughs, it felt good. I do read your posts, just don't get on her all the time anymore. Hugs to you all friends, one day, sometimes one moment at a time, we can survive this together. Love, Robin

Comment by Grace on May 8, 2012 at 5:09am

I'm gonna try to post more... Adrianne and everyone... just to let you know  I am listening.... and I hope we all can spend the time to do the same to support each other... when we are having good or bad days... sometimes we need to post the good so that it helps others have hope when they are having a bad day.... Good Days Do surface... let's use our good days to help one who may feel that there is not a good day to be found.... there are good days.... I am reminded of Sandra out friend who felt that the pain was so great that she would never get to the other side and she turned to suicide.   Yes... this is a very miserable pain... but we tend to vent only that here... maybe we need to also talk about our good days... it may be what one needs to see tomorrow....

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on May 8, 2012 at 12:15am

I too feel like a few of you. I have written with no response and I wonder if anyone reads my post or looks at my pictures. I think this is a sort of non ending blog of pain and sorrow amongst other feelings. Like regret, anger and emptiness. I do read all of your posts and I have looked at your pages. I do think some positivity might help. I miss Dick's posts.

Comment by Grace on May 7, 2012 at 7:39pm

Robin... I am posting to let you know I have read your post and also have had some fun times.  and some sad times..... I sometimes wonder about mediums.... see them on tv... but I have had such a faith crisis that I wonder if they (we) really go anywhere after here....   I look at my son's photographs and only have thin air to hold now... nothing... those blue eyes, cheeks, Smiles  Gone!

Comment by Robin Jone on May 7, 2012 at 2:18pm

Hi everyone, sorry I have not been on here for awhile. I am like you Grace, some times I get on and just don't feel like posting. And also like you I sometimes feel like I have poured my heart out and then there is no response. I think it is just sometimes we are all just shaking our heads in agreement and we just forget to post. I think it is important to share when we are having a good day. I have had days where I have actually laughed so hard that I cry happy tears.Of course, then sometimes I feel guilty like how can I feel happy when Zach is gone. I have to remember that Zach would want me to go on and be happy. Other days the pain will be so intense its like the whole accident just happened all over again. My sister-in-law told me she went with some of her very good friends to see a medium. Don't know how everyone feels about this, I know I am always skeptical. Anyhow long story short, she said there were many instances where the medium got information for her friends right on the money. She then said that the medium stood by her and that he saw a young man who had been in an accident. At first he said car accident, and then he corrected it and said a fall.Zach fell from a waterfall. He then said how happy the young man was, and how well liked he was and how everyone wanted to be around him. The medium went on to talk to other people. Later he discussed how usually spirits come back out of love to give us a message. My sister-in-law said that he did not tell her any message. He apologized and said that it was he fault he had been getting tired, he them told her that the young man said to tell everyone that they (he had also talked about someone whose name was Don, my father) were okay and not to worry about them, that they were having the best time of their lives. There have been so many nights where I have cried and just asked Zach to some how give me a sign that he was okay. This message did bring me some peace, though of course I always want more but I guess I will just have to accept this. I hope all of you my friends can also find some peace. Big hugs.Robin

Comment by Grace on May 7, 2012 at 1:38pm

I tell you... we need to throw that calendar out the window!

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