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Comment by Dick on May 29, 2012 at 3:48pm

Robin,

I got angry with Danny at the gravesite on Sunday. Sometimes you must.

 

Comment by Robin Jone on May 29, 2012 at 11:40am

Hi everyone. It is coming up on 9 months since Zach's accident. Some days I seem like I am doing okay, then it could be the next day or even in an instant something will hit me and I feel the pain so intense like the whole thing had just happened. I will feel sometimes like I am really doing okay, what is wrong with me that I am doing okay. I should not be able to function, and then I will feel guilty. Then I will have a bad day, and feel like I just feel like going to bed and pulling the covers over my head and never getting up. I know that is not an option, it would not be fair to my daughters or granddaughters. I know my husband has still been having a really hard time. His turns to anger, he just gets really pissed off. Not sure how I can help him, but this whole thing has played a toll on our family. My youngest daughter, lost her college scholarship, it was the beginning of her freshman year. She had only been away at school for 10 days before the accident happened. She and my other daughter decided to not go back to school that semester but returned the following semester. My other daughter, was able to keep it together school wise and got a 4.0. Just shows you how different every one is. Have the rest of you experienced similar problems. Hugs to all. Robin

Comment by lynne thompson on May 27, 2012 at 1:59pm

Oh Dick , I am so sorry, I know the pain of losing someone you love.  I lost 2 sons and the pain in my heart is so heavy.   I must learn more about the computer so I can share some of my sons' pictures.   Please take care of yourself....what a handsome boy he was....I am so sorry..

Comment by Dick on May 27, 2012 at 12:29pm

Danny's video.

http://youtu.be/WmfvoVTives

Comment by Dick on May 27, 2012 at 12:28pm

Yes, it hurts but I have been able to reserve my grief everyday for the church garden. I seems to be my pressure relief that allows me to function everyday. I look forward to it.

Comment by Dick on May 27, 2012 at 12:26pm

Going now to put flags on my father and uncle's graves for memorial day and to talk with Danny for a while.

Comment by lynne thompson on May 26, 2012 at 8:10pm

Ugh you are right Karen, mine either, I had to leave where I food shop for it became to hard hearing the music in the background.   This is so hard.

Comment by Karen R. on May 26, 2012 at 6:33pm

Dear Adrienne, I know what you mean about getting worse! But somehow, we have to push forward. Time has not eased my pain one bit.

Comment by lynne thompson on May 26, 2012 at 12:05pm

Sue, I am so sorry , it is so hard to lose both children, I did too, they were 13 months apart.  Bobby I lost to manic depression, and Terry to a heart attack, that I had no idea he had a bad heart.  My heart goes out to you and you are right people just do not think.  Sometimes people just say dumb things not realizing what they are doing to the person who is greiving.....I also had a bad day yesterday, I know, Sue, I know..............(((((hugs)))))

Comment by Sue D on May 26, 2012 at 11:13am

I am missing my kids so much the last few days. I can't stop crying. Is it because of the careless joke overheard at work yesterday about cancer and dying? Is it because we got mail for Brett today and a reminder email about Erica's birthday in a few days? Maybe it was the donation made in their memories. Probably all of these things. I mourn the loss of my kids, the loss of being a mom, of never having a grandchild, or graduations or anything that means Life goes on in the family... I mourn the fact that I have no goals for the future, no do I have the engy or will to set any. I work at my job, but have no interst or desire to be there - the work doesn't seem "important" enough after living for 5 years with one or both kids with cancer and going through all those life affecting crises. Now they are gone, and I am lost....

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