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Comment by Ammy on June 2, 2012 at 9:36am

 Adrianne ... (¯`v´¯) 
                 `*.¸.*.♥ 

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on June 2, 2012 at 2:09am

So long now since I saw him last.

Comment by Karen R. on May 31, 2012 at 8:07pm

Hello Grace,  please remember that my self and other members will always be willing to listen, sorry we can only send cyber hugs. This is all so awful.

Comment by Grace on May 31, 2012 at 8:48am

Hi all....  These past few (3) Years have thrown me for a true Loop...My Family seems to have abandoned me in my grief... Brother saying I should have aborted my Autistic Son Niles... My Mother sitting in silence is like an agreement to me... mY other Siblings have not really been there for comfort.... and My 2 other children have grown.... My husband and I have had "Issues" where I feel like he is not really here Emotionally for me either... it is like EVERYONE expects me to be "STRONG"  yes we all have heard that.... Yet I AM NOT STRONG....like they think and I TOO NEED some serious Emotional Support.... and feel so alone in the world.  My faith in the people I have THOUGHT  I could lean on at this time has abandoned me. 

It is hard to trust or believe in anything... GOD or the Family that is supposed to be the closest to you. 

I smile and put on the act...like we all do.... But inside... I feel like a totally abandoned Child in a deep pit.   I really do not Trust or have Faith in anyone or anything.... 

Comment by Karen R. on May 31, 2012 at 7:45am

Ammy, you described how I feel exactly......2 different people. That's me for sure. I find it to be frustrating to act like I'm "OKAY" in front of some people just because my mourning makes them uncomfortable. I must admit I still don't do well with covering it up for people.  I guess that's why I prefer to outwardly grieve alone, even though there are many times when I need a hug while I'm sobbing uncontrollably.

Comment by Ammy on May 31, 2012 at 7:28am

Hugs back Grace & to all others.  My thoughts exactly Grace ... another day.

Grace, not to get into any deep faith talk, I do understand how you feel about God.  I think we all go through that.  How could God allow such a thing to happen?  I feel I am fortunate in that I have found answers and peace as far as God is concerned.  I don't blame Him anymore.  I hope you can find this peace too.  At least it's something in this mess of a life to hold on to.

Sending prayers and hugs.

Comment by Grace on May 31, 2012 at 5:30am

((((HUGS)))))  another Day...

Comment by Dick on May 31, 2012 at 12:31am

Adrianne go through the motions. Sorry, we must.

Comment by Robin Jone on May 30, 2012 at 11:50pm

Thanks Dick, I may check out the grief support group at the hospital. I go to Compassionate Friends, but like you know, that only meets once a month sometimes I think I need more than that. Ammy, I know exactly what you mean. I feel like when I go to work, or whatever, I put on that mask so I can go through the motions and do what I need to do. So many people have told me what an inspiration I am, how I have gone through this whole experience with such Grace. I always tell them, that it is may mask that is on, when I get home and let the walls as they say "come a tumbling down". I think we do what we have to do. I do believe that all the prayers from everyone have helped me, or I would still be in bed to this day. Big hugs and prayers for all of us. Robin

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on May 30, 2012 at 11:25pm

I'm tired of going through the motions.

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