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Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on September 3, 2012 at 1:33am

Dick
How are you doing?

Comment by Michelle W on September 3, 2012 at 1:16am

Grace...Amgel...I just wanted to thank you for listening most people say I have a great support system... Me I'm around great people... With no support. I sometimes think I need more but who know when it's too much?? So thank you for understanding.... I feel like each day I force myself to what survive to what get thing ??be happy?? Nothing seems important anymore.. Just surviving,,,,,hug to all they do help.

Comment by Angel on September 2, 2012 at 8:33am

good morning everyone....I agree totally with Grace ...no one person is stronger than the other ..God didn't send us a manual on how to deal with the loss of one of our children...sadly I wish he did...Karen ..everyone will get where I am ...at 15 years....someday...then at 20 and then some at 30...there's no changing this nigmare....I made it through last weekend with alot of tears...and this week is different...I am leaving today to go visit the wonderful man God sent to me...he held my hand from 700 miles away all last weekend and I would like and need a vacation desperately so I am visiting him for a week...a wonderful person here told me to follow my heart and not let go of this Angel...I do believe he was sent  to me for a reason...and yes....Grace >..I also agree ...on wanting a caregiver sometimes...I have been one all my life at at 58 ..I am tired..but we still get up breathing every day without our children...and I feel we have to believe the rest peacefully in God's arms...I would have lost my mind if I didn't have God in my life....Peace

Comment by Grace on September 2, 2012 at 8:20am

Michelle, I hear you loud and clear.... so many people assume we are "Strong"  the truth is WE REALLY ARE NOT.... We just get up in the morning and Exist in this Reality....  And I too have had Days where I just want to stay in bed and have everyone leave me alone.... or I have had somedays where I wish people did not EXPECT me to be strong.... maybe I need someone to take care of me and not expect me to be the caretaker.   Michelle ... I am sure a lot of us will tell you we are no stronger than anyone else on this site.... we have all felt like small children needing comfort and sometimes searching for it and not finding it.

Comment by Michelle W on September 1, 2012 at 9:51pm

Karen, it does suck ... I really wish I could have the strength that I see so many have but I don't ... I feel like a little girl I just want to stay in bed and have everyone just leave me alone .. I hope your doing well.,,

Comment by Karen R. on September 1, 2012 at 9:36pm

Yes Michelle....we all know! This really sucks.

Comment by Michelle W on September 1, 2012 at 1:40am

So I had the night off last night from work my husband and daughter both worked, so I drove random arou
F trying to make sense of what I could do not to be home moping... And ended up at my sons grave... Crazy,,, I just want him back,,, he would have been at the house with me,,, now no one.,,, it's so quiet,, it's really painful.. Anyways you all know.,,

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on September 1, 2012 at 1:30am

I don't want to think of living years without my son.

Comment by Grace on August 27, 2012 at 4:45pm

yes Karen it is hard to believe that Angel has hit 15 years.....  I too can not imagine... but it is our new reality isn't it......  all of these anniversaries will pass and we will always remember them.... but I really never want to forget either.   My Niles life has meant so much to me.... his autism was very challenging.... and I worried so much about who would love him if I passed.... always hoped I would not leave him behind... always saw him in my future.... but life slaps us in the face with how fragile and random our lives are..... now when I hear of anyone passing.... I feel that random reality.... and know that another will enter the tunnel of grief..... PEACE

Comment by Karen R. on August 27, 2012 at 2:13pm

Hey Angel, wow, 15 years...I can't imagine what I feel like when I too will be saying..."my son passed away 15 years ago". I haven't made the 3 year mark yet and my pain still feels like it did the day it happened to my 21 yr old son. All i can say to you and all parents that have lost their child, is that my heart hurts with yours.

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