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Comment by Grace on September 6, 2012 at 5:49pm

Sherry Ray,   YOU DO NOT HAVE TO OPEN IT..... until you are ready... it is not going to change anything....she is still going to be gone and you are still going to hurt.  What ever you read in the report is not ever going to be as bad as this....  BUT BE GENTLE with yourself.... You Do Not have to do anything until YOU are ready..... even if it is never.... even if you put the report in a drawer and never look at it....  But keep it because maybe someday... maybe... you will be ready to read it.... but for now.... You do not have to do it.   Everything that is in that report you already know....  Sadly..... PEACE

Comment by Sherry Ray on September 6, 2012 at 5:00pm

I got the autopsy report and I don't want to open it. I have fooled myself into believing that she is not gone and that she will call soon. Bri was always bad about running out of minutes and sometimes she would get them immediately or wait for weeks. Everyone tries to be supportive but they do not understand. The constant pain and struggle everyday just to get through. I miss Bri and Harley so very badly.  

Comment by Angel on September 5, 2012 at 7:41am

michelle barely surviving iz what we do for a long time. although i am at 15 years i still am starting a new grief group that will help with my daughter and husband.all we can ever do is just keep breathing and praying. i'm coming home 2 days early because the trip didn't work for me..he's a wonderful man, the scenery is spectacular and i have relaxed...but the man isn't for me...sadly...he's so kind...but since my husband passed 18 months ago on my deceased daughter's birthday..one death triggers the other for me now...so i guess i'm just not ready....need to make a life for myself...by myself...PEACE

Comment by Michelle W on September 5, 2012 at 12:29am

Dick, I have two dogs .,, one was my sons and the other mine .. I look back of pictures I took of my son on my phone they are mostly with Stella , he
Loved her so much so yes I overprotect them and they ate my babies.... I had my sons best friend just drop by today. .,,, he has now been in college for two weeks my son should have been there with him..my daughter showed him Billy's phone the accident could crush and kill my son but not his iPhone....all his other ones broke just looking at them... he kept ever message ever texted to him on his phone there was over a years and a halfs worth ..,,, his friend just sat here and read and laugh at all the good times they had I just died at first I excited like maybe my son was just going to pop out ..., then I was just broken.,,,I felt broken again like that day, ..,,he made me smile for just minute.,,,Then it was just terror again.,

Comment by susan joanette wilson on September 4, 2012 at 10:00pm

I got a dog after the last son passed. he is my salvation right now.  its a little dog. he is my buddy. gives me a reason to get out of the house. we do alot of walking. and that helps to. to much time on my hands i get really depressed. I see a councilor and a doctor. I m taking alot of medication. and they want to give me more. today I put their urns in a box with all the treasures I have of them, including pictures. was hard but needed to do that. lets all pray for one another. its nice to know others in my leakey boat

 

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on September 4, 2012 at 1:40am

I am no longer afraid either Dick. I await the possibility of seeing my son.

Comment by Dick on September 4, 2012 at 12:56am

Actually, I am no longer afraid of death. It has no hold on me any longer.

Comment by Dick on September 4, 2012 at 12:53am

My wife and I have been attending the Methodist Hospital grief group. We like it better than Compassionate Friends.

Comment by Dick on September 4, 2012 at 12:51am

At church, I always get cranked up. He and I would attend when his mother was working. It winds me up to go.

Comment by Dick on September 4, 2012 at 12:49am

We have just submitted to have Danny's cell phone disconnected. It still had his voice greeting. I bought from Best Buy a voice recorder and saved it. It is time to shut it down.

I don't know, I go from grief to wondering if this really happened to getting mad at Danny. I just don't know. 

I was told to get a dog to feel better, I just don't want to have another living thing in my care die.

I know my family just wants the best for us, but at my brother in law's birthday they we displaying family pictures. There was Danny with his uncle and aunt. Every picture of him younger, was one of him on my knee. I was the protector and closest to him. Just makes me feel awful.

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