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Comment by zelma on November 2, 2012 at 7:52pm

i keep pictures of my deceased daughter, Adriana, around the house and at work. i also keep pics of my two year old daughter, kendall, at home and at work. they look ALOT alike. those who don't know me well see the pictures at work and say "aw she so adorable" thinking the pics are of the same child. it's been three years and i still can't say it outloud ......"that is a pic of my daughter adriana who is dead" without wanting to throw myself on the floor to cry....

Comment by Crystal M. Czar on November 2, 2012 at 10:27am

It's like me know speak a different launguage, that only we can understand.

 

Comment by Karen R. on November 2, 2012 at 10:16am

This is the only place I don't feel alone.

Comment by Michele Hayes on November 2, 2012 at 7:43am

Adrianne- that is exactly how I feel. I feel "different" than all of the other parents around me.

Today would have been Ivy's 5th birthday. She died just over a year ago and its hard to believe she would be 5. She was my baby.

Comment by Michelle W on November 2, 2012 at 6:22am

I find it difficult to talk of my son to others they ways ask how Bill? And not me ,, it really bothers me,, I always say well we ate doing are doing are best.,,,,, WE , But then I have to remember I am changed I have my life I just want my son back I want my whinney teenager.., who envarrased of me and all I do ... It really kills me inside... I can't even mention it any more the truth is just too painful to deal with. I'm just don't want to go there just yet ... Again I know it sounds stupid but Im afraid I'm not going to be able to function with dealing with it so I resend myself back to the past before the babies because after them there is just pain, I even ha e the 80s station on the car ,,,,it seams to be working for
now.. But even my husband watching a bball.game kills me ,,,my son loved basketball I just feel isolated with my grief and pain ..

Comment by Grace on November 2, 2012 at 5:33am

I come on this site regularly... it has been more than 3 1/2 years... You are sooo right Adrianna..... I often think how many of our friends have no idea how in just a second our lives have drstically changed....  I sometimes find that I over speak to them when I see them taking children for granted or passing the parenting role to someone else because it is so hard for them to deal with a teenager.  My son had Autism and was quite a challenge... but I never passed him on to someone else to raise.... and another friend has been luck that her children have had some athletic accidents that have involved head injuries such as concussions and I am like so over protective of their children... because I see that in a split second life could toss this horrible curve ball.  I can see this but they have no clue, because they really can't see what they take for granted..... holidays, school, an even the challenges....until they have lost what we have lost.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on November 2, 2012 at 1:47am

I live in a different world than my friends. They have no idea how in just a few moments your life can change drastically. I would have never thought this would have been my destiny.

Comment by Crystal M. Czar on November 1, 2012 at 11:33pm

We are all members of the profound sorrow club.  All we can do is give our understanding and support.  I know that without the support of others i would not have made this far.  Each day brings new challenges, from how many children do you have, to what are you doing for the holidays.  We need ongoing support, which include prayers from all that offer them.

Comment by Robin Jone on November 1, 2012 at 10:27pm

I found out yesterday that a friend of mine 20 year old daughter was killed in a car accident on Sunday. I called her and she asked me how to do this. I just really didn't know what to tell her. I hate that she too has to endure this unbearable pain that we all have. I told her that it just really sucks and that it is going to be hard for a long time. Sometimes just taking it one second at a time. I know prayers are what have helped me be able to get up in the morning and get out of bed, and continue trying to live this life. Forever changed. Knowing how she is feeling now, and how much pain she is going through, brings it crashing back. God how I wish none of us would ever have to go through this. I just want my son back. Prayers for us all, and  especially today for my friend, Nancy and her family. Robin

Comment by Karen R. on November 1, 2012 at 12:27am

We can NEVER let our children be forgotten, they all had a life. So nice to hear Crystal that your son is remembered : )

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