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Comment by Jane P on July 23, 2013 at 7:55am

Michelle, I am here. I am trying to claw my way out. I know I'm in trouble. I called for professional help but have not received a return call as yet. I need help. I thought I could do this on my own but realize I cannot. I have been slipping into depressions that immobilize me for days at a time. Thank you for caring. How are you?

Comment by Dick on July 23, 2013 at 1:02am

I have been sick to my stomach all day...probably nerves. I just don't feel very well, malaise. I am sure it is the stress of 2 years without Danny and a grandchild. I am feeling overwhelmed and not sure what I should be feeling.

Comment by Kar on July 22, 2013 at 9:12pm

Dick,    Gosh -- I get your feelings -  not a grandbaby -  but, Son & Daughters - engagement's, college grad, new job---  Am am truly happy for my other kids of course but, I realllllyyyy struggle too - How can all this happen without our Bradley???    I do not know how to get thru celebrations when I'm dead inside.  

Comment by Kar on July 22, 2013 at 9:07pm

Thanks Marilyn!  -    Hugsss

Comment by Michelle H on July 22, 2013 at 8:43pm

Jane, where and how are you???

Comment by Michelle H on July 22, 2013 at 8:40pm

Dick, what a bittersweet time this must be for you. I hope when the baby is born, you will feel some joy, despite your tremendous sorrow. Peace to you.

Comment by Michelle H on July 22, 2013 at 8:36pm

Shelley, you know that there are no judgments here. We all have feelings that we wouldn't share anywhere else. I believe we wish other people could truly understand what it feels like to be in our shoes.

Comment by Dick on July 22, 2013 at 6:52pm

My first grandchild is being born now and all I can think of is Danny. I should be happy, but I am sad.

Comment by Dick on July 22, 2013 at 6:44pm

Nope, no real peace. Just awful memories and short respites.

Comment by Michelle H on July 22, 2013 at 8:55am

Jane, your recent post scares me. The intense desperation you speak of makes me wonder if you're feeling suicidal. Please don't do that. Your daughter fought her illness for 7 years. I can't presume to know her, but I doubt very sincerely that she would want you to give up on life, especially when she fought so hard for her own. I'm sorry you've had such bad experiences with your grief therapist. But keep reaching out for help. If you want to talk privately let me know.

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