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Comment by Dawn Brown on August 18, 2013 at 9:55pm

Just figured out how to post a picture of my beautiful daughter, Lisa. I miss her so much that I can barely get through some days. Her boyfriend found some more of her things and brought them to me yesterday. Mostly paperwork, but it included a lot of personal things like birthday cards, her kids' schoolwork and drawings, and journals. I feel like I'm invading her privacy by reading her journals, but it was almost like she was talking to me. We were always so close and she knew she could tell me anything. It was hard having to go through her things again.

 

Comment by Dawn Brown on August 18, 2013 at 9:48pm

Comment by Connie K on August 17, 2013 at 11:49am

Every morning I go into Daniel's room and say Good Morning sweet boy. How I long for a response....

Comment by Vasanthi S on August 17, 2013 at 7:36am

Teresa, next month, September 28 is my son's bday. He would have been 29... let the months come and go-- we will be with each other through it all.. Marilyn, yes one look at Brandon and all will smile as his smile is so contagious...whenever i feel the pain now, I also think of all here who feel the same pain and I feel comforted..not because we all 'lost' the most precious, but because we know what each and everyone is going through.. it soothes me somehow to think that OK now i'm sitting in a public place and crying and feeling lost but then Marilyn, Jane, Michelle, Teresa, B Milt, Dia, Dawn and all the precious others here will understand.. n then I don't feel so bad about 'losing it'... When I go out for a couple of hours I'm 'ok' , and then the build up starts .. another couple of hours I know that shaky feeling will make me cry.. ?Thats also when I keep 'talking' to Micks and saying what the hell , u r in a better place, and now u know more so then what stops you from being with me then? ... and all such nonsense... but i love our kids and i love u all.

Comment by Teresa D. on August 17, 2013 at 7:15am

Isn't it something how we start to dread dates and holidays.  Me...again I don't want next month to come.  Next month is my birthday but it is also the month my son died.  I guess I feel like next month is forcing me to face reality. 

Vasanthi, I totally get how you feel.  Michael was with me Christmas morning when my fiancé asked me to marry him.  Because my father is deceased of course I pictured Michael as the one to give me away.  But now he is gone too.  So that picture of a wedding for me seems to be gone.  My fiancé is being patient  but I just can't see it without Michael.

I just want everyone to know I appreciate everyone's support and sharing. 

Comment by Connie K on August 16, 2013 at 2:50pm

Teresa, what a gift your trip with your son was. He's so very handsome. God Bless.

Comment by Vasanthi S on August 16, 2013 at 9:15am

Michelle, wish you a loving and peaceful weekend my dear.

Comment by Michelle H on August 16, 2013 at 9:11am

• Good morning, Jane, Vasanthi, and everyone. Today is Friday, so that means my husband is coming home for the weekend. Looking forward to November in the sense that he'll be retired and can live here permanently, but also dreading Thanksgiving as that was the last time I saw Chris. This year is going by so quickly and it will soon be 5 months since Chris went to heaven. It's surreal. I hope that everyone has a peaceful day today filled with happy memories not sad ones. Sending love and prayers to all here.

Comment by Vasanthi S on August 16, 2013 at 9:03am

Hi Jane,

Had gone out with a friend , after lunch was sitting in the cafe and then saw a boy near a bike , who from afar looked just like Shreyas... wasn't long b4 the tears flowed.. every time I go out i feel dysfunctional.. only at home i feel a semblance of normalcy.. driving , i put ion some music so I wouldn't have to think.. but  again, familiar places and thinking of the number of times my son drove me back home and me chatting non stop and him commenting with a 'mmmm or hmmm or yeah?' got to me.. felt the need for him to be sitting next to me and missed him so much....  this will never stop ... then how does one live? wish i had something more joyful to share... well other things are going on..looking fwd to Sept when I can be with a man whom i will marry soon, as he is coming to India...just wish I could share this with Micky too-- well, i do and talk to him every time and get answers too...well thats it-- hugs to all here 

Comment by Jane P on August 16, 2013 at 8:45am

Good Morning everyone!

How are you today?

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