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Comment by Michelle H on September 2, 2013 at 7:50pm

TEARS IN HEAVEN   Eric Clapton

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There's peace, I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven

 

Comment by Michelle H on September 2, 2013 at 7:09pm

Hello to everyone. I feel so out of touch with you all (meaning I MISS you!) each weekend. The activity seems to increase each time another weekend rolls around and that's when I'm least able to participate because my husband is home then. Hopefully, when he moves in here for good in November, that will change and I will be able to be in contact with all of you even on the weekends. I pray that each of you experienced some special blessing this weekend that made you feel closer to your child. It hurts to have them "gone."

Comment by Connie K on September 2, 2013 at 5:36pm

Such a daily struggle. Why can't I be one of those people who turns tragedy into a positive. Creating foundations, speaking, finding their path. I am trying but feel so incapable of having the mojo to create a new life. When your only child disappears one day, everything we have worked for seems meaningless. We have given away scholarships in his name and helped many family members with financial needs and planted a garden for him at school to tend. I feel it's never enough. Now we have to redo our will and trust because we are going on vacation this week. husband is looking forward to it. I find it hard to look forward to anything. And what if both die on this trip?! We don't want things to go into probate so having to deal with that is difficult. All the things that are meaningful that we would have "passed down" are meaningless. Who even wants these things. It is forcing me to be more spiritual. I guess that something. But like you Vasanthi I just sometimes freak out that he's gone. Really gone. Forever. Altho I know his spirit lives on. Why can't I feel joy at that? I just feel broken beyond repair today. It hurts too much.

Comment by Vasanthi S on September 2, 2013 at 11:29am

Marilyn.. that pic sums it up!thank god for all of you here-- i feel sane when i see you all... i don't feel so alone... everyday i ask ..where is he? where canhe just disappear? why ? why? why?

Comment by Vasanthi S on September 2, 2013 at 10:32am

just to wish everyone--love n lots of it-- its all too much:(

Comment by Teresa D. on September 2, 2013 at 8:31am

September is here and I'm sick to my stomach, I'm forgetting things again, can't stay focused, and I can't seem to control the tears and the fear.  Am I doing this to myself?  I don't know how I am going to put on the fake face I've been wearing. 

Comment by Vasanthi S on September 1, 2013 at 9:51am

its horrible! went to parlour and the lady who was waxing asked me, " do you have any children?", I said , " yes, one son" and tried to change the topic.. then she says " oh how nice, what is he doing?" I wanted to scream and say " how the hell do I know?" .. I just said," He is abroad, working"....then.. Oh so will u be going there?"!!!!!! God I lied through my teeth and said yeah soon  and then i closed my eyes-- thank god there were no more questions after that-- i feel sick:(

Comment by Teresa D. on September 1, 2013 at 8:37am

Thinking of you all!

Comment by Vasanthi S on September 1, 2013 at 1:13am

Marilyn, Connie, Teresa ((((((( )))))))))) to all ... 

Comment by Connie K on August 31, 2013 at 6:56pm

Today it will be 9 months at 8:20pm. I hate getting farther away from the last time I saw him. Judy - I am so sorry for your loss.  I know how you feel - I just want my Daniel back too.

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