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Comment by Jane P on November 7, 2013 at 9:53am

I also wish my life away.

There's no happiness anymore.

I miss that.

Comment by Jane P on November 7, 2013 at 9:51am

Dear Anne

I am in my eleventh month of grief. Your share has deeply moved me. I thank you for writing it. You give me hope that someday I might live again.

I am truly sorry for all that you have been through.

Comment by Lynn Williams on November 7, 2013 at 9:42am

I feel like I am wishing my life away.  Every morning feels like a pit, knowing she is no longer here, where I can see her.  The afternoons get a little better.  Its been three months now and it feels like forever.  How did you all make it to a year going through this pain.  I have a therapy appointment in an hour and I know talking will help.  I wish my other daughter wasn't so far away.  Some days, I feel so lonely.  Beautiful pictures, Vasanthi and Dolly.     

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 7, 2013 at 9:00am

Dolly, got both the pics .. attached them below.. i was poring over the pics and had enlarged these to see whats on his shirt...

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 7, 2013 at 8:59am

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Comment by Vasanthi S on November 7, 2013 at 8:52am

Yes Dolly, because of the timing and the dilemma at the time... and all i used to do was read n re-read all our daily chats n have coffee and re-read and see his pics and weep and have coffee and read the chats-- i desperately prayed that i die and the response from shreyas especially that concerned frown on the face shook me out of it.. hugsss.. if i can find that pic on my comp will attach it here .

Comment by Teresa D. on November 7, 2013 at 6:07am

Anne at first I thought the ending was going to be how you and the other mom bonded, my jaw dropped when I read the part about the phone call. How in her mind she justified that phone call is beyond me.   

I'm fighting as hard as I can.  It's just so hard when you've been hurt to the core. 

 

 

 

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 7, 2013 at 4:55am

Anne ,your post helped me..I go through the same question.. went through it.. Can i just bury myself in the nearest hole and never ever get out? or do i fight back? Once I was going through Mick's pics and the last time he was with me ,I had clicked a pic of him sitting on a swing in our lawn.. he was frowning because I wasn't getting the camera operation rt..I kind of enlarged the pic that day and on his t-shirt was written...." You got to fight back NOW"... I simply sat and cried and cried  and then over the next few days concentrated on centering myself.. what a struggle this life is , how much we fight to just stay a little ok and how much we do to see that people around also have a degree of comfort, how difficult this entire stretch ahead is..its all so overwhelming and all too much..problems keep cropping up , small ones, big ones, those that need attention and those we think can be pushed behind somewhere.. how does one cope?.. u r rt anne... one day/minute/second at a time...have a peace filled day my friends.

Comment by Karen R. on November 6, 2013 at 10:38pm

Just checking in to say good night, I read the latest postings and I'm a little overwhelmed to comment. ((hugs)) to all.

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