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Comment by Jane P on November 16, 2013 at 10:59am

Oh Adrianne

I am so sorry.

For all of you....

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 16, 2013 at 9:54am

Adrianne, Karen....feel so bad.. yes it feels completely unreal.. and then more is added on for Adrianne.. hugss

Comment by Teresa D. on November 16, 2013 at 9:39am

Adrianne, sweetheart I don't know what to say, but please don't blame yourself.  HUGS & MORE HUGS!

 

Comment by Karen R. on November 16, 2013 at 8:35am

Aww, Adrianne, I'm so sorry, I just read your posting! I know there are really no comforting words but please don't blame yourself, don't do that to yourself, think of how much your family loves you and needs you, we need you here as well, you are part of chain of support.

Sending you love and lots of hugs.

Comment by Karen R. on November 16, 2013 at 8:29am

typo...HAVEN"T BEEN

Comment by Karen R. on November 16, 2013 at 8:28am

Hello to all. I haven't en able to attend another funeral since my son's own. I just cant do it. The closest I did was one of my uncle's, I just sat in the lobby during the entire thing and that alone was extremely hard. I don't think I will ever be able to attend another funeral. Even though I was "drugged up" (prescription Xanax and Valium which my Dr. ordered a few days after my son's passing) at my son's services, I remember a lot of the devastating details, especially the one of my son laying there as I stroked him with disbelief, he looked liked he was just sleeping and could easily be awakened,  the speeches that were given and the music that was played, for some reason, those 3 things stick with me the most but it's strange that I don't remember a lot the people that were there. I don't know if it was the medication or me just being in such despair and shock. I remember days had gone by & I would ask or complain to one of my family members why a certain person didn't attend, and they would tell me that the person was there and had talked to me at great length. I was truly traumatized by my son's funeral, I didn't even want to go but everyone convinced me that if I didn't, I would regret it. I think I didn't want to go because I didn't want it confirmed.

Comment by anna l. on November 16, 2013 at 1:19am

Adrienne I too am so sorry this has happened!  Connie is right, it is not your fault!  If the pit was going to snap, it was going to happen one day regardless of who or what was going on.  It is just so sad that you have another loss to deal with, and in such a horrific, tragic way.  Hugs to you and your husband. 

 

Comment by Connie K on November 15, 2013 at 11:46pm

Oh Adrienne I am so sorry. Please don't blame yourself. Sometimes things just happen out of your control. You didn't expect the dog to do this. I am so sorry for the loss of your puppy and your daughters dog also. It must have been horrific for you . you are in my prayers.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on November 15, 2013 at 10:01pm

I meant to say he loved us unconditionally.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on November 15, 2013 at 9:59pm

Today was horrific. My son died in August 2011. Several months after his death I rescued a small dog born the same month my son passed. It felt like my son gifted me with him. We named him Auggie. He never strayed from us. He slept in the space under my bent knee. He sat at the door waiting my arrival. He cuddled with me. Every night when I cried he licked my face and put his funny little head on my chest. He loved us conditionally. My husband and I. I have never had a dog like him. My granddaughter gave birth to her first baby a month ago. We were babysitting her pit bull. He was trained. Loved and gentle. Today it all went wrong. He killed Auggie. It was my fault. I messed up. I was keeping them away from each other. I forgot to put Auggie in his kennel. My grandaughter had to have her dog taken from her The grief is overwhelming. I feel like I lost my son all over again. I really don't want to live. Life is to hard.

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