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Comment by Michelle H on November 20, 2013 at 4:59pm

Dawn, I'm sorry your parents aren't able to come for Thanksgiving. Do they live far away? Did they say why they're not coming? It really sounds like you want their support. I'm sorry they're not able to give it to you. I'll pray that they have a change of heart if it's meant to be.

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 20, 2013 at 12:49pm

Anne & Adrianne, I feel so bad for you..it must be so difficult to face further 'losses'... We have  cat called 'Tiger' here a really majestic chap and animals r really like little babies, so I feel for you both. Dolly, Brandon is always within reach.. believe that.. you will never lose him nor he you. I know how futile words sound but the heart knows better...listen to it in the silence of your heart and you will find yourself cocking your head to hear more.. hope i make some sense.

Comment by Teresa D. on November 20, 2013 at 5:58am

Dolly Brandon did not leave you, he would never leave you. Listen to your heart and you'll hear him.  

Comment by Teresa D. on November 20, 2013 at 5:55am

Anne & Adrianne, I'm so sorry.  I have two dogs that give me so much comfort and love.  HUGS!  For some of us our pets are our children too.

 

 

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on November 20, 2013 at 1:12am

Anne I'm sorry. I know when my little Auggie died Friday I felt as if I had taken a huge backwards step with recovery. But then I realized it's impossible for a parent to recover from the death of a child. The wound just got a whole lot deeper. And now the holidays.

Comment by Michelle H on November 19, 2013 at 9:03pm

Oh, Anne, I'm so very sorry that you had to put your sweet pet to sleep today. I know the loss is devastating. I can't imagine what it was like for you to see your beloved animal in a body bag just like you saw your beautiful son. you have been through so much, more than most people have experienced in a lifetime. You have my deep admiration for the ability that you have to maintain your strength and your sanity! I pray that there will be no more losses for you. It also made me think of Adrianne who lost her beloved dog recently.I'm so sorry for you both. Sending extra prayers and hugs.

Comment by anne on November 19, 2013 at 8:52pm

I had to put our loving, smiling, loyal friend, and gatekeeper Zero to sleep today. I held him in my arms along with my husband, and the vet gave him the injection. I wondered why it hurt so bad seeing as I have already lost 2 of my children? It did hurt. It hurt like hell. Even though there was pain today, I did validate my knowing that burying my children was, and will always be the worst pain I have or ever will feel. There's no getting around the pain. It's going to come and go no matter what. It's so sad when the pet you love, and care for has to die. My heart has another piece broken off. After I grieve, I will pick up the piece, and glue it back into place. Zero was the last animal left that was around when Ben was alive, so it feels like an ending of sorts. Another chapter has ended. When Zero took his last breath, I felt my heart hit the floor. I did ask God to be with me today, and I also asked for a little extra strength. He did both for me. When they put Zero in the body bag I thought my knees would give out. It brought back the memories of the day I held my own son in a bag just like it. I wanted to run out of the vets office. Instead I stood there just staring. When they put Zeros  body on the stretcher, it took a few moments to come back to reality, but I did. I have now cried as hard as I possibly can, and then I prayed once more. I needed to share this here. Peace to all, and Rest in Peace my beautiful Zero!

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 19, 2013 at 12:20pm

Yes Teresa, it must have felt so soothing to get a message at the exact correct time that you need it..that's another thing I think about ..how the timing is kind of perfect when a 'contact; is felt..its sorely needed,,,I feel more needy now and more scared than I ever felt b4..kind of clingy and weak..ughhhh.. wonder why..

Comment by Michelle H on November 19, 2013 at 10:00am

Teresa, it seems like you were blessed with a wonderful dream about Michael...and I LOVE the cloud story. I agree that he was showing you he's OK.

Comment by Teresa D. on November 19, 2013 at 5:43am

I only had the one dream of Michael shortly after he passed.  it was him driving by holding up the peace sign with his fingers smiling.  One day while laying on my bed crying my eyes out I swore I smelled him.  The other night I was on my deck crying when I looked up to the clouds and swore I seen "Mike" written in the clouds. I didn't run to get the camera because I was afraid it would fade away, so I stood there until it did.  To me that was Michael letting me know he is here.

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