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Comment by Teresa D. on November 21, 2013 at 7:24am

Comment by Teresa D. on November 21, 2013 at 6:03am

In my head my dad, uncle David and my pop pop (all builders) are all up in heaven building a beautiful house and all the furniture while pop pop dimitri is lighting the house and my Michael is doing all the plumbing.  When I get to heaven I will have the most beautiful house and all of my family will be back together again.

Comment by Teresa D. on November 21, 2013 at 5:57am

I'll admit it! I went to see a medium.  I never thought about doing it before but I just couldn't help myself I had to.  The secretary at my son's job called me one day to tell me she went to a medium with a friend, she said the appointment wasn't for her it was for her friend.  She said after she entered the medium quickly asked who is Emily.  She said she was surprised but let her know she was Emily.  The woman told her sit down this is too strong to ignore.  Emily told me she understood nothing other then the first thing asked, which was who is Michael?  She told me she didn't want to upset me but she didn't understand the things said and was told that me as his mom would understand all of it.  Well after she told me everything I did understand all of it.  Prior to this the only interaction I ever had with Emily was at Michael's service.  I just had to after that.  I went in and tried to act like a was there just for fun.  First thing she asked was, "who is Michael" I did my best to keep a straight face and simply said, "my son".  she then asked me where my necklace was.  I looked at her confused and she said Michael says you wear it all the time and wants to know where it is.  I was freaked out!  My fiancé for Christmas gave me a charm with Michael's picture on it.  I took the necklace off prior to arriving and put it in my purse.  Now th epart I didn't like and couldn't handle for a period of time was her telling me my son didn't cross over because he didn't want to leave me because of the pain he sees me experiencing.  This bothered me because I believe in God and I need to believe God took my Michael to heaven. This made me pray harder, "Please God & dad get my Michael to heaven".  The thought of him not being in heaven just ate at me. I even prayed to Michael and told him "It is what is it so please go join pop pop and uncle david in heaven."

She told me more things that did hit home, but I still walked away with doubt in my heart.  Now she did tell me something I am waiting to see.  Michael had no children and my daughter has an extreme case of PCOS preventing her from having a baby.  She told me while I think my daughter has a medical condition preventing pregnancy she will have a baby within 3 years.  So, I'm waiting to see if this happens or not.

Somewhere in the bible doesn't it say not to listen to false Gods?

Even though she hit things on the head I still have no desire to return.

The 2 second dr4eam I had of Michael, the day I swore I smelled him, and last week when I swore I saw his name in the clouds.  to me these are signs God has allowed me to have to let me know Michael is in heaven.  I've decided God is my medium. 

 

Comment by Karen R. on November 20, 2013 at 10:05pm

Hello Lyn, wow, that sounds great, I will definitely take the info. I will contact you, thanks , I really don't know what to expect. I'm so broken.

Comment by Karen R. on November 20, 2013 at 10:02pm

Thanks Vasanthi for your response, I'm just so desperate.

Comment by Lynn Williams on November 20, 2013 at 9:27pm

I have spoken to a medium who does readings in person and on the phone. My sister knew of him and saw him herself. He was great and right on. I had a phone reading and was very impressed. He has a web site and the cost was very reasonable. I plan on meeting him again this spring. If you are interested I will give you his name. He lives in New York State in a suburb of NYC. I felt sure he connected with my daughter and other relatives who had passed

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 20, 2013 at 9:20pm

Karen,

what will it achieve? apart from making contact and telling each other, " I miss you" or them saying," I want you to be fine" blah blah, its not like through this there is a new lease of life and new present memories to be stored.. for a minute or two one may feel yessss I reached out , but that can be done in the silence of your heart.. this is my opinion..we may end up pining more and keep regressing to the past till we r finally mad crackpots.

Comment by Karen R. on November 20, 2013 at 7:31pm

Hello to all, I was just curious to know if anyone has ever contacted a medium to communicate with your child.  A few months after my son passed away, my sister in law met a women that she became friendly with. In their conversations, she mentioned the loss of her nephew/my son and devastation she and I was experiencing. She told her that she knew of a lady that was a medium that communicated with people that have passed on/ crossed over and how we should come to one of her gatherings she does at her home. She gave her the name and contact number for this woman. When my sister in law first mentioned it to me, I was very eager to go but then I let a friend discourage me from going because she said that other spirits may try to come through that won't be my son, so I kept procrastinating. Well low and behold, that medium  now has her own tv show called THE LONG ISLAND MEDIUM! It took me a while to figure out that she was the same person, Theresa Caputo. Now there is a 2-3 yr waiting list to get a reading with her. I watch her show all the time, a new season just started. I hope that I get to speak with her one day, I put myself on her waiting  list. As anyone else seen her show? Does anyone think its tabu?

Comment by anne on November 20, 2013 at 6:16pm

Dear Dawn, I looked it up, and all God's creatures do go to heaven! About your friend. I have had those same feelings myself. When a young man from around here was in a accident because he was drunk driving. He lived and now has a 2mos old baby girl. I know exactly how you feel. Don't let it worry you. You have enough to deal with. I think a lot of us have had those same feelings a time or two. You have a good heart, and some people may not understand the difference between feeling ripped off, and wishing someone pain, but I do. I have said it a million times" Why me? Why not them? Why did they get to keep their child, and I didn't?" I am not ashamed to admit that I have said some pretty mean sounding words, but It's the pain of a mother whose child did die doing the talking. I don't talk to others that have not walked in my shoes about these feelings, and questions, because they are questions, and feelings that can't be understood unless you've been there. I felt bad for awhile, but now I know that these things are part of the journey. These kinds of feelings don't cross my heart or mind much anymore. Thank God! Having these feelings do not make a person bad or evil. They come from a very deep, deep,dark, and very sad place in a mothers heart, and soul after the death of her child. These are feelings that your faith, and time will heal.

I just don't deal with my family unless I have too. I'm not comfortable around them. I do talk to my mom on the phone once in a while, but that's about it. I have a sister I haven't seen in 15 years, or talked too. I have to laugh, when we went home after lil Del died she wouldn't even answer her door. I knew she was home cause I saw her in the window. I started yelling "if you don't answer the door I'm going to stand out here, and yell so all your neighbors can hear me!" Hahahaha! She lived in a very well to do area. Her husband finally let me in, and we had a brief talk. I guess I was a little nuts! Anyway I haven't seen or have spoken to her since. It wasn't funny then, but I do giggle when I think about it now.  I guess they are who they are, and I'm too tired to push anymore.

Comment by Vasanthi S on November 20, 2013 at 5:25pm

Dawn,

Its all-right to feel resentful of the friend who has the child while you don't.. you do recognize some conflict there and you do feel that what you are feeling is somehow not ok.. that is enough.. you are aware even in the midst of your pain, so that is ok.. you are not acting on that resentment.. ask God's help wholeheartedly to remove whatever negativeness you perceive.. negative is just something that makes you feel bad, sad, resentful etc... it will vanish and in its place you will find that you wish all people only joy , joy that will not cause you any mis-ease..xoxoxoxo

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