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Comment by Teresa D. on December 23, 2013 at 6:12pm

I know we all hurt to the core.  I'm hurt to the core.  I'm not and will never be the person everyone knew.  But it saddens my heart to see a few of you talk about your own death.  I fight everyday to find a way to deal with this.  Do I think I'm doing a great job of it?  NO I do not.  But I think of the people who have been supportive and I think of my daughter and what that would do to her.  Please if you are hitting bottom that hard please reach out and call me or someone else who can help you pass that hump.  267-968-4247 I'd rather cry with you than for you.

Comment by Michelle H on December 23, 2013 at 4:25pm

Vasanthi, I'm so sorry for the very rough time you're going through. I hope that you and Craig are able to patch things up quickly. The anniversary and the holidays are a double whammy for you; you need his compassion and understanding. Sounds like he's hurt and doesn't know how to give you what you need right now. I pray for a softening of his heart.

Comment by Dolly on December 23, 2013 at 3:56pm

Vasanthi..I tried to call today but I must have the wrong number... it rang once, then rang again with a different sound, then stopped wringing at all ... I tried a second time and it did pretty much the same thing... I guess its the wrong number or something...then someone called me back but when I answered it just kept clicking and nobody spoke... sigh.... oh well... hope you are holding on...

Comment by Vasanthi S on December 23, 2013 at 8:22am

Dolly thanks that means the world to me.

Comment by Jane P on December 23, 2013 at 8:06am

Our ice storm.

We have been grounded for the last 4 days.

Comment by Jane P on December 23, 2013 at 7:50am

I get out of bed.

I lay on the couch.

I cry.

I can actually feel the weight of my grief.

It's getting heavier.

I have no desire to live.

I want to be left alone.

I want this to be over.

Comment by Jane P on December 23, 2013 at 7:45am

We all seem to be "stuck".

We have lost our children.

What else are we supposed to be?

Comment by Vasanthi S on December 23, 2013 at 7:07am

Difficult day, difficult, difficult, difficult!!!I think this will end only when i die

Comment by Ammy on December 22, 2013 at 8:08pm

Vasanthi, how are you doing?  Give a shout out.  Okay?

Comment by Ammy on December 22, 2013 at 8:08pm

Teresa, Debi, Mikad, Dolly,  I hear all of you.  Wish there was an answer for us to make things easier, but the only thing I know of is just getting through right now and not looking forward.  Remember, one step at a time, one breath at a time.  It's so much harder when we try to go too far down the road.  As hard as it is, try to stay in the now.

I am also exhausted lately and it has been hard to not think ahead, but I've been doing pretty well with it.  Just when the family starts talking about it or someone wants to come visit, then I get stressed. 

As always...you all are in my prayers, in my thoughts and in my heart.

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