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Comment by Jane P on January 1, 2014 at 8:37am

A new year is just another year without my child.

Another year of unbearable pain.

My first year I lived in a very dark place.

When I woke up today and realized what I was truly facing, I crashed.

How is everyone today?

My silent whisper to each and everyone of you.

"You're not alone."

Comment by Jane P on January 1, 2014 at 8:26am

Dick, Thank You.

So Beautiful.......made me smile

So touching..............

Comment by Jane P on January 1, 2014 at 8:15am

Teresa, thank you......you touched me. I needed that.

Comment by Dick on December 31, 2013 at 10:32pm

Breathe Peace.

Comment by Dick on December 31, 2013 at 10:22pm

For all of us.

Comment by anne on December 31, 2013 at 4:46pm

Once again after today we will ring in a new year. I used to make new year wishes. Then Lil Del died. for awhile I would wish for it not to be true. Then I would wish for the hurt, confusion, and deep anger to subside. Then my Ben died. Something changed in me once again. This time it was different. I worked so hard to protect my husband, and daughter's, and myself for so long that I learned how to be closer to God, and why I need him in my life. New Years was always fun at our house. Good food, board games, and music! Just being together made the new year worth celebrating no matter how little we had.  Now I pray. I pray for Peace, Love, and Understanding for all. I pray for strength, courage, and wisdom for every parent who has no choice but to take this journey. I want my children back. Since I know that can't happen, I will do whatever I have to do to get to be with them once more in Heaven. If that means fighting my way through the crap, or enduring the pain I carry with me everyday, then so be it. I'm going to blog now because I have so much to get out. There is no new year for us. We have to celebrate new years every day we get out of bed, and every second of peace our hearts are blessed with. Here's to Peace Hope, and Understanding to all in the coming New Every Day.

Comment by Lynn Williams on December 31, 2013 at 11:36am

Judy my heart and prayers go out to you.  This first year is filled with unbelievable pain. I hope you can see some lightness in the coming months.  We all know how hard this journey through grief is.

Comment by Lynn Williams on December 31, 2013 at 11:33am

Just came back from New Mexico and it was comforting to be with my step-son and his family.  My daughter also flew in from Montana to be with us.  Its been 4 months since my daughter Kyra past and it felt so good to bte with others who loved her too.  We spent time crying and laughing together.   They all kept me propped up.  Its cold and grey in Vermont wish I was back in the southwest where the sun shines.  My daughter Genna is moving back to Vermont with her boyfriend next October to farm on our property.  I am so happy she would do this for her father and me.  Today brings the close to a horrible year for me,  Nothing will ever be the same again but we have to keep going for our other living family.

Love and hugs to all

Lynn 

Comment by Judy Edwards on December 31, 2013 at 10:32am

December 3 2013 Matthew would been 33 years old

Matthew Alan Edwards December 3,1980- May 1, 2013

Comment by Judy Edwards on December 31, 2013 at 10:27am

Happy new year to all. Me I've taken to bed again
Matthew my son went into a coma and passed on May 1st
So I go to bed on the 30 from 5-10 day depending on what was
Happening during that month with my son
Last month was the worst he past on the first then his 33
Was on the third then missing him thru the holidays. So
In bed I been again taking up space and breathing air I didn't realize people could cry like I've cried I pray the next mont it be a little easier until Matthew year mark than I fall apart again. I know I sound like a broken record but this is what happen each month. We'll till I write hopefully sooner this month Judy

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