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Comment by Jill E on August 8, 2016 at 11:03pm

Love to you all and above all understanding.

Comment by Connie K on August 8, 2016 at 10:48pm

Vasanthi <3 <3 <3

Comment by Connie K on August 8, 2016 at 10:47pm

Love to Danny tonight. I will light a candle for him. My son;s name is Daniel.

Jill - yes I agree - so painful. As parents who lost on only child - who wants any of this "meaningful" stuff we have saved for our children and grand children to be? No one. It hurts so much

Patty - I am beginning to see - the years do not ease the pain - I am sorry to say

Hugs to everyone here.

Comment by Dick on August 8, 2016 at 6:50pm

Danny, we love you dearly even 5 years after you left us. August 14, 2011. I love an miss you so much. Time really does not heal.

Comment by Patty on August 7, 2016 at 12:16pm

The 6th "anniversary" (I hate that word in this context) is Tuesday.  The last week has been pure hell.  I'm so depressed.  I worry about everything.  Caitlin is my only child.  Who will want her things at the end of my life?   I still have all her toys, her Girl Scout things, her prom dresses, everything.  I'm only 57.  I can't live decades more like this.    

Comment by Jill E on August 5, 2016 at 2:24pm

My Josh's 35th birthday
Looking at his baby book realizing that the person I made it for won't be reading it when he is my age.
Pain beyond belief

Comment by Jill E on August 4, 2016 at 10:48am

I pray it is true...
I want to see signs so bad maybe I am looking too hard...
I hope...

Comment by Dolly on August 4, 2016 at 9:17am

I think we have grown away from a spiritual view of the world... so many people don't even believe there IS a God much less try to know Him... and when things like this happen even if we DO believe it hits us so hard and causes so many doubts and even [in my case at least] a great deal of ANGER at the Being that didn't stop this from happening... but when all is said and done we can't change anything about what happened to our darling loved ones... but if we DO let ourselves reach out to the Spirit and let ourselves believe that indeed there IS a heaven and it IS a place where we will be reunited .. if we do that we at least have SOME hope ... otherwise what do we have? So I rant and rave at God some days... not so much any more.. but there have certainly been days where I did just that... and I cry off and on just about every day... but every time the tree waves at me or I smell lilies or a special song makes itself register on my radar I KNOW I am in touch with Something so much bigger than all of what we know as 'life' and I KNOW there is more...

Comment by Connie K on August 3, 2016 at 3:01pm

I think forgiving ourselves for all those things we can think of that we could have done better or that we think could have changed the outcome of losing our children. That is my greatest struggle. I can't seem to forgive myself and  have a hard time accepting that I can't do anything now to "make up" for my faults. They say that advanced spirits don't need as much time here on this earth. So I am proud to have been the Mama to a very advanced soul....guess i have some learning to do

Comment by Jill E on August 3, 2016 at 11:13am

I had to have done terrible things in my life to deserve this much pain. This is my life. I keep thinking that it has to be someone else's. I am outside looking in but it isn't it's mine. What did I do wrong. Why take my precious son and not me?

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