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Comment by Jesse's Mom on June 19, 2014 at 1:17pm

We had to change all of benefiaries too...it was difficult to say the least...Every day as I wake up, even before my eyes open the thought of my son Jesse not being here in this earth plane just hits me like a punch in the chest...I realize I am still in this nightmare...it is not going away...

 

Yesterday I went to his house... we have kept it for now...I hate it but there is so much of him still there...we have not touched anything in the inside except for basic cleaning...

...one day it will be right to change it but once that is done it is gone...it will feel like losing him in yet another sense...

 

....I had many signs the year of his leaving and since...I know the spirit endures...

 

At first I did a lot of research in this area...a good one is Bernie Siegel..he is a medical doctor.

 

One of the best videos I watched was this from a cardiac surgeon, Dr. Lloyd Rudy...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JL1oDuvQR08

 

I am just sad, depressed...I cannot believe this is my life, yet it is...

Comment by Vasanthi S on June 19, 2014 at 1:06pm

 Michelle,Sent you my number in a message ... xo

Comment by Michelle H on June 19, 2014 at 12:09pm

Vasanthi, I like your idea.

Comment by Vasanthi S on June 19, 2014 at 11:37am

Teresa, I think everyday about being in touch but that day I just felt I had to reach out to you.Micheal must have known you will need him xoxo.. Would be nice if all of us could send each other our numbers in a private message so that we can all text each other too on and off. How does that sound? 

Comment by Michelle H on June 19, 2014 at 11:02am

Teresa, I have to believe that things like you mentioned are, indeed, signs from our children. I've had a number of things like that and they do help me cope. I pray that each of us gets frequent signs from our children to help us understand that they are really at peace and that they still love us.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on June 19, 2014 at 2:48am

Lynn
My sons passing was August 17th.
Missing our chikdren is like taking a breath of no oxygen.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on June 19, 2014 at 2:45am

Teresa
Believe
XO

Comment by Teresa D. on June 18, 2014 at 9:55pm

Life is crazy.  My mom 1 of 3 had 6 kids while my dad was 1 of 17 kids.  Yet me who only has 2, has one gone with no kids and one with medical issues. If god had to take one I hope he finds the way to give one.

Two things today......One first there is the plane stopping in Miami.  Michael made me a bank out of a block of glass. It was full and very heavy so I had to empty it.  I took the change to the bank and the total was $283. Michael was born February 1983. I don't know if I see these signs because I want to or if they are truly signs from Michael.  But you know what I don't care which it is as long as they keep coming.

Second today I had to fill out 401K papers. I always put my son and daughter as the beneficiaries.  Not writing Michael's name on there made me pause and I had to fight the tears because it was a reality moment for me.  Right at that moment my phone received a text, it was Vasanthi asking me how I was doing.  Just what I needed when I needed it. It helped me keep myself in control and not break down in a conference room full of co-workers.  THANK YOU VASANTHI - you were right on time today. 

Comment by Teresa D. on June 18, 2014 at 9:42pm

I'm not going Michelle.  I'm taking a much needed vacation in July.

Comment by Michelle H on June 18, 2014 at 2:56pm

I asked this before, but didn't get a response. Just curious...is anyone going to The Compassionate Friends conference in July?

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