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Comment by Kar on June 22, 2014 at 5:59pm

LOVE love LOVE to you all..... (( and gentle understanding hugs ))

Broken... Just so Broken ...

Comment by Connie K on June 19, 2014 at 5:18pm

Hi everyone - I believe all of these signs and experiences are real. I just wrote a long message and lost it somehow. Frustrated!

Teresa, changing the will is a tough one. We had to do that before we traveled last year just in case. Wow - so many things that I wanted Daniel to have . Now they all seem pointless with no other children or grandchildren. But there was some comfort in getting that in order so that we are prepared and  no one will have to figure these things out if we were to both pass together. But such a tangible reminder...

LR - I was saying that I also have done research and it helps me deal with everything a little better. Yesterday I was singing "Dancing in the Sky" and concentrating on just singing it to Daniel when all of a sudden I swear I felt him right in front of me and I was so happy and sad all at the same time. He said "don't cry, I want you to be happy." The big question is "how do i do that without him in my life ?" Anyway I believe the signs and communications are their way of trying to help us get through until we are together again and can understand it all.

Vasanthi - I am so happy that you found a way to be involved in giving service. I have missed hearing from you. You too Merry

Michele - I wish I could go to the walk but am afraid my trip to Chicago was last month! I wish they had local walks that coincided. I hope you will represent us. :)

Lynn - am thinking of Kyra so much lately as I have been gardening alot. I will remember you both on her birthday.

Love to everyone here, and a special hug for you Kim. (((  )))

Comment by Jesse's Mom on June 19, 2014 at 1:17pm

We had to change all of benefiaries too...it was difficult to say the least...Every day as I wake up, even before my eyes open the thought of my son Jesse not being here in this earth plane just hits me like a punch in the chest...I realize I am still in this nightmare...it is not going away...

 

Yesterday I went to his house... we have kept it for now...I hate it but there is so much of him still there...we have not touched anything in the inside except for basic cleaning...

...one day it will be right to change it but once that is done it is gone...it will feel like losing him in yet another sense...

 

....I had many signs the year of his leaving and since...I know the spirit endures...

 

At first I did a lot of research in this area...a good one is Bernie Siegel..he is a medical doctor.

 

One of the best videos I watched was this from a cardiac surgeon, Dr. Lloyd Rudy...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JL1oDuvQR08

 

I am just sad, depressed...I cannot believe this is my life, yet it is...

Comment by Vasanthi S on June 19, 2014 at 1:06pm

 Michelle,Sent you my number in a message ... xo

Comment by Michelle H on June 19, 2014 at 12:09pm

Vasanthi, I like your idea.

Comment by Vasanthi S on June 19, 2014 at 11:37am

Teresa, I think everyday about being in touch but that day I just felt I had to reach out to you.Micheal must have known you will need him xoxo.. Would be nice if all of us could send each other our numbers in a private message so that we can all text each other too on and off. How does that sound? 

Comment by Michelle H on June 19, 2014 at 11:02am

Teresa, I have to believe that things like you mentioned are, indeed, signs from our children. I've had a number of things like that and they do help me cope. I pray that each of us gets frequent signs from our children to help us understand that they are really at peace and that they still love us.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on June 19, 2014 at 2:48am

Lynn
My sons passing was August 17th.
Missing our chikdren is like taking a breath of no oxygen.

Comment by Adrianne Edgerly on June 19, 2014 at 2:45am

Teresa
Believe
XO

Comment by Teresa D. on June 18, 2014 at 9:55pm

Life is crazy.  My mom 1 of 3 had 6 kids while my dad was 1 of 17 kids.  Yet me who only has 2, has one gone with no kids and one with medical issues. If god had to take one I hope he finds the way to give one.

Two things today......One first there is the plane stopping in Miami.  Michael made me a bank out of a block of glass. It was full and very heavy so I had to empty it.  I took the change to the bank and the total was $283. Michael was born February 1983. I don't know if I see these signs because I want to or if they are truly signs from Michael.  But you know what I don't care which it is as long as they keep coming.

Second today I had to fill out 401K papers. I always put my son and daughter as the beneficiaries.  Not writing Michael's name on there made me pause and I had to fight the tears because it was a reality moment for me.  Right at that moment my phone received a text, it was Vasanthi asking me how I was doing.  Just what I needed when I needed it. It helped me keep myself in control and not break down in a conference room full of co-workers.  THANK YOU VASANTHI - you were right on time today. 

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